trešdiena, 2011. gada 16. marts

Fuck World

Does that makes me a bad and disgraceful person?

That I am actually considering that job?

So I went to the job interview today, in pub/bar. And I thought I had to be bartender. But they were looking for persons who should be going around the clubs and asking men or women to come to that bar i would be working for. I should be introducing and chatting and drinking with them and the more they’d pay for their drinks the more money I would get.

And I am actually Imagining being wasted and slutty and living in nights and wrenching around in my pathetic life and sinking into numbness and nostalgia.

And I kinda would like to be that person. Careless and pathetic.

I am sick sometimes and I scare myself.

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