Affair

It's autumn.

Do I need to mention, that I like this, windy rainy weather, I really do, not like most people here.

Everybody is having autumn depression. I had it in summer, of course I am not happy and cheery at this time, but more calm and taking energy of this time. At least not worse than in summer.

I want away, anyway, this country is surrounding me and getting on me with this motionless .... everything...

Same places, same faces, same emotions.

I just want to feel something more than just admiration for this weather and romantic songs.

So this is mine romantic photo session in extremely cold wind and in my mother's self made blouse.

It is more than 10 years old, and pale pink, not an ordinary color for me, but I still managed to wear it. :)

And this gorgeos girl is my roommate- Eva!

Black and BlueThursday

So yesterday Again in Wonderful Artelis!

Smoking room!

I am going to make tattoo of swallow! Swallow shall look like one of those!

;]

And today at the dorm room, being totally bored and hungry and lack of happiness!

Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat

Like some of you ( I imagine that I am talking to masses, I know) have noticed, that these days I am all over HURTS! Great band from Manchester, reminds me of Depeche Mode, Alphaville and Pet Shop Boys, but just little bit darker.

A quote from their last.fm page:

Musically, they construct melancholic 1980s-inspired electro-pop with songs that they say are inspired by the British mentality of being “not too bad”.
“How are you doing? Not too bad. For a while you think that’s not very interesting,” Theo says. “But it can be very interesting because it’s on a knife-edge of hope and despair.”

So this is style I am obsessed with! They are elegant, enigmatic, classic and well, very good looking, soooo my style! My new big crash!!!

So I decided to wear sharp suit and slick hair and try to discover my male side!

This is what I got:

And now when I am obsessed with suits tuxedos and white shirts I decided to go to my all time favorite place to be on Wednesday evening- Artelis!

But of course before I went to Second hand shop to buy some new goods to add to my wardrobe!

So Bought this package! ;D

Boots only about 1 £

Jacket: 10 cents

Shorts-skirt: 10cents

So cheap and qualitative!

Yeah about Artelis. It's place where you can sit and enjoy good blues and jazz beats in cabaret style bar/restaurant/theater!

It's very elegant and intimate place. Red lights, theater scene, lace floor lamps, masquerade masks and big smoking-room, where we spent most of our time, just hanging with friends, laughing smoking, talking! Place where escape from world!

Our own little dark and magical place!

Pretty Odd

I am actually listening to something very unusual for me. And that is 3OH!3. I remember I discovered them hmm, like 3 years ago, when I was little emo kid, who used to search for fashionable music in myspace. This is like little confession about who i was and who I have become!

Now when I look back at myself I am damn scared and ashamed, and I pray that , that never happened, but I shouldn't be ashamed of who I was, so I am doing something extra brave- I am publishing pictures of myself!

So if you still are here , not running away screaming or cutting wrists, than I can confess even more, yes I was BIG fan of Tokio Hotel and other emo bands!

This is part what i never ever tell people! :D

What led me to alternative music first was HIM, at age of 12, later later later come TH, bet If that would never happen, maybe I still would listen to European Shit radio or god know what else.

So I am grateful for them, and for myself, that I had power to stand out and to be against gray masses, It was some kind of riot in me that just needed to be shown!

You know, now I am like everyone else

So ask me some crazy shits! ;D

Not like I am not receiving them already!

Thunderstorm

It's coming towards me.

I am home alone, and it scares the shit out of me, and I heard something abouut tornados today too! And my home is in the middle of nowhere!

My god, I hope I'll survive!

Basically I love thunderstorms and rain and everything, so I am going to love it, but this seems to be huge!

This waiting is killing!!!

Song , yeah.

Magnificent beauty

What do you think 'bout cats?

Some say they are from different planet, or just weird! I agree with book ''Placebo'', by Lithuanian author. She beautifully shows world from cats eyes in some chapters, and I believe everything she writes. Cats are mentally developed and intelligent creatures, who are here to show us peace.

Ok I am not good at retelling books and events, so you will need to find this book by your own!

So stop with this nonsense, and look at my cat!

Isn't she just like me, blue-eyed and blond?

:))

Song of this morning!

What to do when money is running away?

Jack Daniels is always solution! :D

Positivus 2010

This is my first attempt to try out of what should blog look like, and now I am going to be so stylish! yoo

First of all, I am not English, but I will make this blog English, so, pardon If I make some awful mistakes, you can always correct me! ^^

16.07-17.07

My best days in year!

http://www.positivusfestival.com/en

Festival with 35 000 positive people and many international artists!

We were not many comparing to Rock am Ring, Leeds, Glastonbury and Reading, but we are harmonic and united.

So my experience:

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UNKLE- This was crazy! First row, dancing and shaking and feeling music like mad! I adore his music.

Goran Gora- Beautiful.

Shoreline- mmmmm

AIWYFA- HC postrock, with such energy, it was maaad!!!!

Scissor Sisters- I didn't know them so much, but now I am in Love. They were great!!!!

Muse- Like, so predictable, yes they play good, yes, there were lasers and show, but it wasn't so personal like I would like it to be. SS was way more attractive. :/

But all the wive and love and happiness that was in the air, it's indescribable!